Not Good With Words

I'm really not good with words...not the right ones anyway. I mumble, and tumble, and go blank at trying to find the right words to say at times. I know what to say, that's not the problem, it's actually coming out and saying it, that's my issue.

So I created this...to hopefully have an outlet to let out those words that I have such a difficult time saying, and hoping that I'll have an easier time writing it. I once had a similar outlet, and almost daily it became an anchor for me, scribbling my fears, letting out my frustrations, writing about my thoughts and letting others simply read through and finally I felt like what I really wanted to say was being understood the way I meant it to be understood. And for a bit, I stopped, going through so many different changes in my life. And again, lately I feel like I'm at the same point, where I am silencing myself to my own detriment, for the sake of others, to avoid being judged or ostracized.

My hopes are that I find solace in writing once again, while at the same time create a space for me to be free to think what I think, and love what I love, and say what I want to say.

Yours,

Paolo